2011-07-09
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I had an entry here but for some reason the blogger app from the market chose not to sync with the online blogger.
Basically, I was talking about how my head starts to hurt when the sun is this strong and when I only get 6 hours of sleep. The combination is a killer.
Today I had a low-fat cream cheese bagel and for the 5-10 mins that I was eating, it felt like heaven. Unfortunately, it gives me unwanted fat. Great motivator for exercise except the sun is too strong. My doctor advised me not to exercise under that condition, which is why I can only exercise in the evening or early mornings. The thing is I can't wake up early enough to exercise and as the day progresses, I become lazier so either way it's a lose-lose situation. But you know, I feel like if I can wake up before 12 or 1pm, I should try running then. Btw, the reason why I should run only when it's not so sunny outside (early morning or evening) is because I have low blood pressure and I can't risk fainting due to heat stroke...which is how I feel every time I step out the door during this summer.
So I had mentioned in my Cyworld blog about liking Leyda...Sigh. I hate having crushes on guys. I think it's my nasty habit of curing boredom. Anyway, for now, even if I like a guy, I can't do anything about it. I'm still trying to work on myself so therefore, I have to abstain from getting entangled with anyone. I just hate to be lonely and watching my girl friends be happy with their bfs. I mean, I'm happy for them but envious too.
BTW, as I was helping my parents to their major cleanup around the apartment, I found a letter that Taehwan wrote to me for our first month and yeah, I did feel something moving inside my heart but afterwards, as I was thinking about how it would be like if we were still together, I realized that it wad a good thing we broke up. I couldn't imagine a future, which is quite worrying if you were in a relationship. So I threw that letter and the card that he bought away. I really do think we're done and I really think I'm ready to move on. Of course not to Leyda.
Clarissa's right in saying that I will never know what will happen to Leyda and his gf, but even so, I will never be like Lorraine. Going after another girl's bf isn't the same as going after a husband but it sure feels like it. Plus, they seem really nice together...when you think about it because I've never seen a pic of them together.
So that's all for now.
--Posted from my Android phone.
Basically, I was talking about how my head starts to hurt when the sun is this strong and when I only get 6 hours of sleep. The combination is a killer.
Today I had a low-fat cream cheese bagel and for the 5-10 mins that I was eating, it felt like heaven. Unfortunately, it gives me unwanted fat. Great motivator for exercise except the sun is too strong. My doctor advised me not to exercise under that condition, which is why I can only exercise in the evening or early mornings. The thing is I can't wake up early enough to exercise and as the day progresses, I become lazier so either way it's a lose-lose situation. But you know, I feel like if I can wake up before 12 or 1pm, I should try running then. Btw, the reason why I should run only when it's not so sunny outside (early morning or evening) is because I have low blood pressure and I can't risk fainting due to heat stroke...which is how I feel every time I step out the door during this summer.
So I had mentioned in my Cyworld blog about liking Leyda...Sigh. I hate having crushes on guys. I think it's my nasty habit of curing boredom. Anyway, for now, even if I like a guy, I can't do anything about it. I'm still trying to work on myself so therefore, I have to abstain from getting entangled with anyone. I just hate to be lonely and watching my girl friends be happy with their bfs. I mean, I'm happy for them but envious too.
BTW, as I was helping my parents to their major cleanup around the apartment, I found a letter that Taehwan wrote to me for our first month and yeah, I did feel something moving inside my heart but afterwards, as I was thinking about how it would be like if we were still together, I realized that it wad a good thing we broke up. I couldn't imagine a future, which is quite worrying if you were in a relationship. So I threw that letter and the card that he bought away. I really do think we're done and I really think I'm ready to move on. Of course not to Leyda.
Clarissa's right in saying that I will never know what will happen to Leyda and his gf, but even so, I will never be like Lorraine. Going after another girl's bf isn't the same as going after a husband but it sure feels like it. Plus, they seem really nice together...when you think about it because I've never seen a pic of them together.
So that's all for now.
--Posted from my Android phone.
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