2011-07-16
♥ Unusual double post on 2011.7.16
I usually don't double post on the same day but this is an exception. Today's my father's bday by the lunar calendar and so we went out to eat with relatives from my mom's side. We went to the restaurant that I didn't want to go to. I'll explain why later. There was like 10 of us and we ate a LOT. My tummy's so full right now. But it kind of got ruined a little towards the end.
So a couple of weeks ago, I mentioned in another blog, we went to that same restaurant for my mom's bday and I also mentioned that there was this okay-looking guy who works there and he asked me for my number, which I didn't give because it made me uncomfortable. Well, today, that guy was working there and I had asked my mom to explain to him why I didn't want to give my number, which she told him about. She said it was because I didn't know how to speak Chinese well and he told my mom that it was okay, that he'll speak English to me. In the end, he asked me again for my number and because I still felt uncomfortable, I asked to give my texting number but I didn't remember it clearly so I end up giving my number to him. He called me to let me know his number.
I did think he was cute back then but now that I started liking Leyda again *cough,cough*, I don't think so much of the restaurant guy, whose name is Harry, by the way. The main reason why I didn't want to give my number out isn't because I dislike him or I didn't want to seem easy but it was because I find it a bit creepy. I'm really uncomfortable giving my number out to people I don't know well, especially when they're not introduced to me by my friends. Even if they were introduced to me by my parents, I'll still feel uncomfortable. Also, the reason why I'm not as interested in him as my parents seem to be is because I will never like a guy who's from China who came to America recently. It's not like I have anything against them but I don't find them as attractive and the language and cultural barrier is strong. If they were like Chung or Shawn, I wouldn't mind because they came here when they were really young and therefore, have adapted well to America's way of thinking. Well, I mean, they understand my way of thinking. But for someone like Harry, they may be shock at the way I think or speak or act. Basically, we won't be able to communicate well, I think.
Another reason why I'm not interested is because he has this innocent type of face and he acts that way. Because I don't know him yet, I can't really judge strongly on this but those kind of guys are like chick magnets, which is a bit of a turn-off for me. Why? Because he may be one of those players who uses this method of getting girls and because I'm already insecured about myself, I'm not sure if I'll like going out with that type of guy. Of course, he may not be like that at all; he may really be an innocent type of guy. In general though, that's not my style. Chung is like that and that's why I think I've never liked him that way. Victor is also a really nice guy and I never felt a real attraction. Leyda...he's a nice guy but he's also very open...I think. You know what? I'm going to have to get to know him a bit better by hanging out.
I have nothing against being friends with him though and I just hope he knows that too. I just feel uncomfortable though with him approaching me like this. Of course, I never had this type of experience and I should be overjoyed by this but for some reason, it makes me uncomfortable. I'm glad I was approached despite my face looking like the way it is now (with acnes. -.-"). But let's hope it's like what my mom says, that he did so because he wanted to be friends. ^_^ Otherwise, I will have to do something that I don't like doing.
So a couple of weeks ago, I mentioned in another blog, we went to that same restaurant for my mom's bday and I also mentioned that there was this okay-looking guy who works there and he asked me for my number, which I didn't give because it made me uncomfortable. Well, today, that guy was working there and I had asked my mom to explain to him why I didn't want to give my number, which she told him about. She said it was because I didn't know how to speak Chinese well and he told my mom that it was okay, that he'll speak English to me. In the end, he asked me again for my number and because I still felt uncomfortable, I asked to give my texting number but I didn't remember it clearly so I end up giving my number to him. He called me to let me know his number.
I did think he was cute back then but now that I started liking Leyda again *cough,cough*, I don't think so much of the restaurant guy, whose name is Harry, by the way. The main reason why I didn't want to give my number out isn't because I dislike him or I didn't want to seem easy but it was because I find it a bit creepy. I'm really uncomfortable giving my number out to people I don't know well, especially when they're not introduced to me by my friends. Even if they were introduced to me by my parents, I'll still feel uncomfortable. Also, the reason why I'm not as interested in him as my parents seem to be is because I will never like a guy who's from China who came to America recently. It's not like I have anything against them but I don't find them as attractive and the language and cultural barrier is strong. If they were like Chung or Shawn, I wouldn't mind because they came here when they were really young and therefore, have adapted well to America's way of thinking. Well, I mean, they understand my way of thinking. But for someone like Harry, they may be shock at the way I think or speak or act. Basically, we won't be able to communicate well, I think.
Another reason why I'm not interested is because he has this innocent type of face and he acts that way. Because I don't know him yet, I can't really judge strongly on this but those kind of guys are like chick magnets, which is a bit of a turn-off for me. Why? Because he may be one of those players who uses this method of getting girls and because I'm already insecured about myself, I'm not sure if I'll like going out with that type of guy. Of course, he may not be like that at all; he may really be an innocent type of guy. In general though, that's not my style. Chung is like that and that's why I think I've never liked him that way. Victor is also a really nice guy and I never felt a real attraction. Leyda...he's a nice guy but he's also very open...I think. You know what? I'm going to have to get to know him a bit better by hanging out.
I have nothing against being friends with him though and I just hope he knows that too. I just feel uncomfortable though with him approaching me like this. Of course, I never had this type of experience and I should be overjoyed by this but for some reason, it makes me uncomfortable. I'm glad I was approached despite my face looking like the way it is now (with acnes. -.-"). But let's hope it's like what my mom says, that he did so because he wanted to be friends. ^_^ Otherwise, I will have to do something that I don't like doing.
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