2011-11-13
♥ Bye bye, Long! Hello, Short!
I do remember writing in my Naked palette post that I will do a life update. Unfortunately, I've been horribly lazy. Yesterday, I was planning on doing that because it was my 2nd month anniversary at my job but I got lazy again...So I'm doing it today!
So what's new besides me wasting money on makeup and shoes? Not much. I've basically gotten settled into my job. I've been doing tons of data entries, which gets boring as the day progresses. This week one of my co-workers took a week vacation so it was a bit more quiet. But I was told that I was doing a good job so I'm happy. Also, the thing with Greg and Leyda...yeah, I've been kind of "Love sucks. Forget guys. Live happier". So I didn't talk to Greg as much as I used to and I've been off AIM for...a while. Does that mean I'm actually giving up on them without knowing? Maybe. Maybe I'm just going through one of my off-emotion phases, where I'm not as emotionally driven as I usually am. Whatever the case is, I feel a lot better. Because I don't feel like a loser for liking them. But I still can't be like Sheldon on The Big Bang Theory.
Ah, yes. I finally caved in and watched that show. It's so good. My favorite types of shows are funny and contains murders; funny, contains murders, and science; and funny and contains science. That's why I love Psych, SVU, and Bones. Also, House too. Now I like BBT because it's funny and scientific...kind of. I mean, they're physics geeks and not really my type of science but it's science nonetheless.
Ah, the biggest news. I've grown out my hair as long as I could stand it and it took me about 1 and a half years to do that. I wanted to have long hair but it got annoying because when I brush it, I could never reach the ends and then the ends became kind of crappy looking. So I decided earlier in the week to cut it off on Saturday. Throughout the whole week, I kept see-sawing between cutting it and leaving it. Every time I looked at myself in the mirror, I loved my hair but after my showers, I would hate it. So I gathered my courage and went out to ct and just cut it. So before and after pics:
My hair was actually reaching my lower back but it doesn't show when I pull all my hair front. I was growing out my bangs so that the hair stylist or cutter or w/e can cut it better. I wanted to go for Miss A's Jia's hairstyle for "Good-bye Baby" but it doesn't come out that way because my hair's actually shorter. But I didn't mind. That just meant easier time showering and faster drying. =) Yes, I look at it in a positive way. The bangs were a lot better than the way I cut them but my hair refuses to curve and it keeps staying straight so I really don't think side-swept bangs are my thing. But I like it and I'm enjoying. However, I woke up this morning with some of my end hair going crazy. That's probably because of the way I slept. I had a horrible sleep. I woke up with my shoulders aching.
My friend I met at MSK, Arooj, asked me about moving out and I guess she's finally thinking about it. I know we're not gonna move out like next week but I'm just glad it's going to happen. For me, I've really grown tired of living with my mom. My dad works in NJ and so he stays there most of the days and just comes back home for a day and a half. But I just wanna move out and be on my own. I need my freedom to do stuff, to eat the way I want, and to live my life the way I want it. It's going to be hard though because living in the city is so expensive. It's ridiculous. I'm scared too. It's the first time that I'm doing this in the city. It sucks to be an adult. But I don't think we're gonna move until next year. Hopefully in May because once my brother comes back, I have to be out of here. Living in a 2-bedroom apt with your parents and a brother is not ideal. It's cramped.
So that's all really. Now back to BBT for me.
So what's new besides me wasting money on makeup and shoes? Not much. I've basically gotten settled into my job. I've been doing tons of data entries, which gets boring as the day progresses. This week one of my co-workers took a week vacation so it was a bit more quiet. But I was told that I was doing a good job so I'm happy. Also, the thing with Greg and Leyda...yeah, I've been kind of "Love sucks. Forget guys. Live happier". So I didn't talk to Greg as much as I used to and I've been off AIM for...a while. Does that mean I'm actually giving up on them without knowing? Maybe. Maybe I'm just going through one of my off-emotion phases, where I'm not as emotionally driven as I usually am. Whatever the case is, I feel a lot better. Because I don't feel like a loser for liking them. But I still can't be like Sheldon on The Big Bang Theory.
Ah, yes. I finally caved in and watched that show. It's so good. My favorite types of shows are funny and contains murders; funny, contains murders, and science; and funny and contains science. That's why I love Psych, SVU, and Bones. Also, House too. Now I like BBT because it's funny and scientific...kind of. I mean, they're physics geeks and not really my type of science but it's science nonetheless.
Ah, the biggest news. I've grown out my hair as long as I could stand it and it took me about 1 and a half years to do that. I wanted to have long hair but it got annoying because when I brush it, I could never reach the ends and then the ends became kind of crappy looking. So I decided earlier in the week to cut it off on Saturday. Throughout the whole week, I kept see-sawing between cutting it and leaving it. Every time I looked at myself in the mirror, I loved my hair but after my showers, I would hate it. So I gathered my courage and went out to ct and just cut it. So before and after pics:
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Before. Sad face. At least it's supposed to be a sad face. |
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Before. Showing my actual length when I bring my hair out front. |
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After. Shorter! |
My friend I met at MSK, Arooj, asked me about moving out and I guess she's finally thinking about it. I know we're not gonna move out like next week but I'm just glad it's going to happen. For me, I've really grown tired of living with my mom. My dad works in NJ and so he stays there most of the days and just comes back home for a day and a half. But I just wanna move out and be on my own. I need my freedom to do stuff, to eat the way I want, and to live my life the way I want it. It's going to be hard though because living in the city is so expensive. It's ridiculous. I'm scared too. It's the first time that I'm doing this in the city. It sucks to be an adult. But I don't think we're gonna move until next year. Hopefully in May because once my brother comes back, I have to be out of here. Living in a 2-bedroom apt with your parents and a brother is not ideal. It's cramped.
So that's all really. Now back to BBT for me.
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