2012-01-28
♥ Vlog, blog, blah
So after much contemplation, I decided to record a vid of myself...talking to myself. It took me 3 tries before I can finally record myself. Actually, the 3rd time was a whole entry but I didn't like it so I just re-record myself. I still didn't do a good job but as I forced myself to watch the 30-min clip I recorded, I realized...I was horrible but that's ME! The first vid I was totally talking about random things but the final vid was me talking about what I have been wanting to talk about.
Warning: I'm still talking randomly but that's because I don't really think before I speak. It's not like I wrote a monologue and memorized it. It was just me talking. That's why there were some moments where I spoke, stopped, and pondered a bit before I started talking again because I realized I was way too ahead. -.- That's also the reason why I made some mistakes with my choice of wording. I was going to edit the vid but I end up not doing it because 1) I was too lazy to do so, 2) I wanted to show how I really am and if I hate it, then I hate myself (yes, a bit extreme but that's me), and 3) I'm LAZY. So I ended up keeping that 30-min clip. I didn't know it was going to be 30 mins long but I guess I really do talk a lot. I also keep going off track and I was nervous too. Since it was my first time, I guess I kind of hyped myself up so if I do record myself again, I'll try to keep it short. But it's my FIRST time so I think I can forgive myself for talking too much. =)
I also didn't know YT have a limit on the vids you upload so I tried doing that increasing the limit thing and I'm not sure if it worked because my vid is in the middle of uploading...again. So if that doesn't work, I'll probably record another vid of me talking randomly. I don't know. I kind of find myself charming as I watched the vid...but that may because I'm me. It's kind of embarrassing to find yourself charming when you have no charm but I'm getting used to it and to my voice...
So my uploading is done and my limit was removed! Since my vid is private, only I can see it which is what I wanted originally. What's the point of recording a vid of myself talking for 30 mins if I didn't want to share it with other people? Well, I explained that in my video... ^_^ I find that funny.
I really don't have the confidence to share it with other people. I've always been that way. I mean, I can't even watch myself without feeling yucky about it. I mean, it only lasts for a few minutes and then I find myself thinking, "Hey, I'm not that bad". But people are harsh sometimes and may say, "Wtf is she trying to say?" Honestly, this is how I talk. I sure picked some weird topics to talk about. But no one would know if they can't see me, right? Well, except for me. I'll be my own critic.
Anyway, that's all for now. Maybe next time when I record myself talking again, it'll be more interesting. =)
Warning: I'm still talking randomly but that's because I don't really think before I speak. It's not like I wrote a monologue and memorized it. It was just me talking. That's why there were some moments where I spoke, stopped, and pondered a bit before I started talking again because I realized I was way too ahead. -.- That's also the reason why I made some mistakes with my choice of wording. I was going to edit the vid but I end up not doing it because 1) I was too lazy to do so, 2) I wanted to show how I really am and if I hate it, then I hate myself (yes, a bit extreme but that's me), and 3) I'm LAZY. So I ended up keeping that 30-min clip. I didn't know it was going to be 30 mins long but I guess I really do talk a lot. I also keep going off track and I was nervous too. Since it was my first time, I guess I kind of hyped myself up so if I do record myself again, I'll try to keep it short. But it's my FIRST time so I think I can forgive myself for talking too much. =)
I also didn't know YT have a limit on the vids you upload so I tried doing that increasing the limit thing and I'm not sure if it worked because my vid is in the middle of uploading...again. So if that doesn't work, I'll probably record another vid of me talking randomly. I don't know. I kind of find myself charming as I watched the vid...but that may because I'm me. It's kind of embarrassing to find yourself charming when you have no charm but I'm getting used to it and to my voice...
So my uploading is done and my limit was removed! Since my vid is private, only I can see it which is what I wanted originally. What's the point of recording a vid of myself talking for 30 mins if I didn't want to share it with other people? Well, I explained that in my video... ^_^ I find that funny.
I really don't have the confidence to share it with other people. I've always been that way. I mean, I can't even watch myself without feeling yucky about it. I mean, it only lasts for a few minutes and then I find myself thinking, "Hey, I'm not that bad". But people are harsh sometimes and may say, "Wtf is she trying to say?" Honestly, this is how I talk. I sure picked some weird topics to talk about. But no one would know if they can't see me, right? Well, except for me. I'll be my own critic.
Anyway, that's all for now. Maybe next time when I record myself talking again, it'll be more interesting. =)
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