2012-02-17
♥ Oh f my life
So this week has been horrible for me. Not because of that Nat thing. On Weds, I went into work all fine, except for this minor throat problem. By the time I left work, that problem became an infection and guess where the infection decided to take place this time? The same place it did last time when I had to get the oral surgery. That night I had to take Vicodin twice just to sleep. I had to take Thursday off because I didn't eat much or at all after Wednesday afternoon and therefore, lost all kind of energy; I couldn't move much and whatever I tried swallowing just kept wanting to come back up and out. I threw up once and I was just so out of it. Because of that, I couldn't go to the dentist. So I took today off too and finally had enough energy to go to the dentist. This time I went back to the Ct one. He told me to take all my wisdom teeth out and I told him that I only wanted to take the right upper one out because that's the cause of my infection. He injected a lot of analgesic (not sure which one he used but he used a huge needle) and proceeded to pull out the top one...which didn't hurt at all! I was happy about that. I mean, when he said that it was out, I was like, "Really?" but of course I was mumbling since his fingers were still in my mouth. But yeah, it didn't hurt at all.
Afterwards, I went to buy some stuff and went home. Right now, I still feel no pain but I'm still bleeding. Every time I take the gauze out, I take the clot along with it. -.- I'm wondering now when it will stop and yeah, I'm freaking out about it. I mean, why can't my body clot faster? It's the same with like pimples and cuts; every time they bleed, it takes a damn long time for it to heal. There were some moments when I had to put a small bandage over my pimple area just so I can deal with the blood and stuff. Ugh. I don't know how long I'm supposed to leave a gauze in my mouth if the stupid clot keeps coming back out with it. I can't even shower because I'm afraid me moving around too much will make the bleeding start again.
ALSO!! I am freaking hungry!!! I haven't ate since breakfast! I NEED TO EAT!! Or else I'll go through what I went through yesterday, which isn't fun at all!! T.T I hate this. Why did my life come to this again? Stupid me for not taking care of my tooth. I mean, I brush my teeth every day like a normal person but... T.T I don't want to binge on food again. Last time, I went through this restricted diet, I started binging on food after I was able to eat again. Why do I like food so much? T.T I feel really bad about missing two days of work too, especially since Vicki wasn't here yesterday... But I couldn't go at all.
Here goes another 2-3 weeks of not being able to eat whatever I want. T.T
Afterwards, I went to buy some stuff and went home. Right now, I still feel no pain but I'm still bleeding. Every time I take the gauze out, I take the clot along with it. -.- I'm wondering now when it will stop and yeah, I'm freaking out about it. I mean, why can't my body clot faster? It's the same with like pimples and cuts; every time they bleed, it takes a damn long time for it to heal. There were some moments when I had to put a small bandage over my pimple area just so I can deal with the blood and stuff. Ugh. I don't know how long I'm supposed to leave a gauze in my mouth if the stupid clot keeps coming back out with it. I can't even shower because I'm afraid me moving around too much will make the bleeding start again.
ALSO!! I am freaking hungry!!! I haven't ate since breakfast! I NEED TO EAT!! Or else I'll go through what I went through yesterday, which isn't fun at all!! T.T I hate this. Why did my life come to this again? Stupid me for not taking care of my tooth. I mean, I brush my teeth every day like a normal person but... T.T I don't want to binge on food again. Last time, I went through this restricted diet, I started binging on food after I was able to eat again. Why do I like food so much? T.T I feel really bad about missing two days of work too, especially since Vicki wasn't here yesterday... But I couldn't go at all.
Here goes another 2-3 weeks of not being able to eat whatever I want. T.T
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